Rest in so much beauty and peace darling Mum.

Sister Act 2 – Oh Happy Day

I wanted to put my Mum’s favourite song here, but I’ve posted it every way I know possible here on this computer over this past three years. Her song is the one from Sister Act 1. I will follow him. I played that song for three months constantly as she was dying. I would sing it to her daily and I’d change the words to. I will follow you Mum.

She passed over three years ago today at  4.48. I’m not going to write to much today. I’ve wrote about death in some of it’s forms as I have experienced it so much over these three years - helped me with my grief and lonliness.

 

What I will say is : Deaths process with in my mother was beautiful and so alive and inspiring. My experiences of that particular death – My Mothers death taught me so very much about me. I never knew ‘Me’ like I experienced me while caring for my Mum. I loved the person I had become. Aww!! Crying. That’s okey isin’t. It’s allowed. I’ve never ever experienced myself being as selfless, as motivated, as disacplined, as easy,as alive,as caring and as ‘together’ for want of a better word.

 

I became this person that I didn’t know. I really loved what I’d become. We laughed so much over the three months it took for her to pass over. We talked so much – well I talked, I danced and sang songs for her. I thank God I had that time with her to say good-bye to this life.  Mum I love you, I understand you  and I respect you darling. Right I better shut up haden’t I.

 

My Mum’s last words to me were:

‘Shut up Diane’. aww!! actually she couldn’t have said anything more meaningful.

HAPPY DAYS MUM.

 

WHOO HOO!!!!

 

Sing it like you mean it.